MOOD swINGS♥

Logged out of my facebook account.. Internet Disconnected..I immediately turn my phone on to Airplane mode coz i don't want to answer any more phone calls. I switch off the lights and wrap myself in my cozy blanket..Plug in my ear phones & switch to my “Fav Songs” Playlist..Tears start rolling down my cheeks.I just let them flow. I dont know for how long i cry in that lonliness prevailing around. 

Why em the only one in trauma?
I guess every gal would be having the same question. Incidents from Daily routine..Issues in Family..Fights in Friend Circle.. These all keep building up in mind..layer over layer & creating a Heap of various problems…& all that it leads to is a Night we Cry..We don't want everyone around to know all this.may be because we think sometime or the other it will be part of their jokes..
Though we refer it as "Mood swings" but it is actually not so, it is rather an amalgamation of numerous thoughts in mind which are never expressed and which marks the culmination of pain which comes out as tears..

We feel no one out there wil understand.. no family..no sibling..no friend...Just holding tightly the pillow..and sobbing..Forcing urself to sleep but you can not it seems sleep is far from your eyes...

BUT, it is just when u are in a state of mind when u dnt want to listen to anybody around.. Does that single moment when u are not happy with the situation makes ur life a place not to live in? IF u are hurted by a single person, does that mean you are all alone?A bad situation becomes so worse that it can make u feel you are the most unlucky person? How can u make it a reason to turn ur beautiful life into a ugly one..?

That is not so, there are people out there who care, may not be many but at least there is one.. who is there for you no matter how hard it is for them.. who is there to listen to you .. all ur illogical interpretations.. the person who can do anything for u to smile.. that can be ur friend..ur family..a special one.. but hes definately there..
So just try and be happy for that person..

" EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING"

A "Strong WOMAN" knows how to keep her life in line.. with tears in her eyes she still manages to say 'I'm fine'

              #kanman☺♥